Thursday, September 11, 2008

Easier Said Than Done

I do realize that I have a lot of updating to do. But, I am in some sort of a slump. I don't want to complain, because I know I could be worse off, but I just have been feeling blue. And when I am feeling this way, I do not want to write. It is silly, because there are some things that I should get off my mind and just write it down, but instead I just go over it over and over in my head. It's not healthy, and I know it. I would just like to say that I had a blast in San Diego and an excellent time in Chandler. I am very grateful for my family and friends.  My family means the world to me, and they constantly show me that I mean the same for them. I had a really good birthday too. The only thing I could ask for more of is money! But who wouldn't? I know it is silly to dwell on frivolous things, especially since there are people out there who cannot even understand the internet and I can. Maybe it's why I keep feeling more blue, because I start to feel stupid. I say to myself-"Look at all you have." And then I feel so stupid. September 11th is a date that will stand out forever and not for good reasons. God forbid anything like that ever happen to me or my family. We should be thankful for everything that we do have and not take our happiness and reasons to be happy for granted. So, I am trying my best to keep up a good attitude. I want to set an example to the people that surround me, but if you are feeling blue, then I'm sorry and just cry. But remember, you are loved. 

2 comments:

Kelly Mae said...

And so are you...

Jamilyn said...

I'm sorry you are feeling blue...
I wish I had more money too..
Money sucks!! (when you don't have any of it!)

When are we going to go have a girls night??